omggg y does this whole “dating” and “normal human relationships” nonsense have to be so fucking difficult and tiresome?? honestly. i have to like. talk to ppl?? i have to send them messages on okc and/or pof and/or whatever dating site(s) i use b/c i’m a giant scaredy cat loser hermit who can’t manage to talk to real life flesh and blood ppl in real life???? and then i guess at some point after an appropriate amount of messaging/flirting (and isn’t that a whole can of worms unto itself! what amount is the appropriate amount?? what am i supposed to say??? how much should i say??? if i say too much am i gonna have nothing to talk about on any actual dates????) we’re supposed to like. meet up in person somewhere?????? and like. talk to each other some more???????
and like sometimes they message me and then we talk for a bit and then they just stop talking to me for no apparent reason?????? idgi???????? y can’t all kinds of hot awesome people just see me and think i’m hella hot and awesome and ask me on a million dates and something in my life can be easy for once????????!!!!!
and it’s seriously just so fucking tiring. like i haven’t even gotten past the messaging part with anyone yet and i’m already so over it.
more trouble than it’s worth. honestly. trying is so overrated.